So I am unfortunately learning the ups and downs of being married young. Some of the girls I have been friends with for almost 16years are basically no longer apart of my life. Not by my choice, but they just never call, never text, never check up, never ask to do anything....unless I am the first to call, text, check up, ask out. It is just hard when you have had these people around you , your entire life, and now they just are not around at all. Trust me , I have my hands full with my family and house but for those days when you just need to be silly and laugh with the people who have always known how to cheer you up , it just puts a damper on everything. I wish they would come around more often or at least show an interest in my life, like I do for them. But I guess, I signed up for it ,being married at 19years old going on 20 your life is 100% different then it was before. I love my husband , I love my daughter, and I love my son. We are creating our own new life that is coming with new friends...but nothing is the same as those people who are always deep down in your heart forever.
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